i have never wanted to claw my face out more than i have today. The amount of frustration building up in me is just ungodly. But i can never say what i want to say. It never comes out the way it should. Or ever in a way that is clearly understood by anyone.
its building up in my throat. To the point of asphyxiation. i’ll choke out the words that I’ll never say out loud one day.
& hope that it’ll be the last words I’ll ever speak again.